January 2010
She rocking that thang.
I’ve done some soul searching. As heartless and cold as I am said to be, I have such a problem letting go of bad people in my life. I am constantly thinking things can be fixed, and I really do listen when people say I am the problem. But, I’m not the problem. Honestly. I’m done fighting to keep things alive. It’s time to let you go, for real.
It feels so good
to be back at work.
Heavy mind.
It’s almost the two year of Jessika’s death.
It makes my heart heavy.
I’m freaking out.
I found out something today that I have no one to share it with!
What a bummer.
I’ve decided to take GED classes.
I’d also really like to go to local High Schools and talk to them about dropping out, because I feel like it’s important to tell kids what it’s like to actually be a drop out and how to deal with it, and how it can affect your life. I feel like it’s not something that is discussed realistically.
So, I’ve been emailing some...
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Love grows in me like a tumor, parasites bent on devouring its host. I’m developing my sense of humor, till I can laugh at my heart between your teeth, till I can laugh at my face beneath your feet. Skillet on the stove is such a temptation, maybe I’ll be the lucky one that doesnt get burned. What the fuck was I thinking? Love plows through me like a dozer, I’ve got more...
“Tom, I know you think she was the one, but I don’t.
Next time you look...”
I got you beat, Whitnee. Really groovy song,...
