It’s almost seven in the morning and I haven’t been sleeping well. 

The definition of regression is a return to a former or less developed state and I can’t quite figure out which of these applies. Am I going back to where I was before or am I going to a lower place I’ve never been. I miss a lot of things these days, and I rarely go outside. This is a problem. I need to change this. 
Also, if someone is ever going through personal things with you and trying to forgive you for being a complete and fucking idiot, don’t tell them how horny you are in the middle of it.  

this is the first picture on my “personal” tag. 

on page 54.



jesus. 

I love my best friend tho.

With insomnia, nothing’s real.

WHY DID THIS JUST HAPPEN, MOM.

If it wasn’t for false eyelashes I would hate my life.

First day back in San Antonio and I’m going out in public looking like a homeless person. 
O well. 

I want to be home.